I love life, knowledge, and living wildly. Being comfortable in my
skin has afforded me the opportunity to enjoy, sometimes by myself,
things like dancing and interacting in strange social environments lol.
Anyways... having fun, bringing love into my life, and being happy are
my top priorities. If these align with what you consider to be the
apex of values in this existence... lets be friends!
Things I Love:
I am captivated by the universe and am happiest meeting new people
and spending time with the people I love. Everyone has something to
contribute, something to teach. Our ability to connect to the world
around us is a blessing of immeasurable fortune. The thrilling moments
in life that test my ability to refrain from actually acting on the
desire to panic are something I look forward to day to day.
Big night skies, maximizing minute to minute enjoyment in life,
being outside, and connecting to the world puts me in a place of
complete satisfaction. I could lay under the stars eternally and never
tire of the thoughts, the view, or the peace it instills.
I do believe in God, as a creator, and a grand designer. I do not
attend a church in the conventional sense, I do not claim fealty to any
denomination or school of thought, nor do I refrain from debauchery.
My church is the earth, the woods, the sea, and the sky. We are
surrounded by a perfect machine of such beauty, such splendor... and as
humans we are able to enjoy it. That amazes me every day and I am very
thankful for the gifts I have been given. To give back, I simply live
fully and am conscious of the gift... and I feel that this reciprocated
love is sufficient in showing my appreciation.
Things that irritate me:
It is difficult to anger me, but not impossible.
Not being able to accurately express, in words, my own thoughts used to
be a source of extreme frustration for me. Fortunately, I have found
that writing gives me enough time to contemplate my thoughts prior to
expressing them... which has enabled me to overcome this issue. In
fact, practicing my writing has also increased my ability to verbally
articulate my thoughts into words.
I do disdain interacting with people who do not listen and are
merely in a state of anticipation, waiting for their turn to speak.
Fear and strong egos are things that I avoid like the plague. They
distort, betray, lie, and steal from us. These feelings have a power
that is capable of forcing us to behave beyond the scope of what most
would define as a "good human being". Impatience, dependency,
bullshit, and illegitimacy are all things that I perceive as
undesirable character traits. Unfortunately many of these things exist
within me, but I am aware of them and do my best to keep their leashes
short.